yahtzee

you really come to appreciate life when you pick up the game of yahtzee and on the first roll, there you go..there it is, yahtzee...
the start to a perfect game.
but i didnt continue to play, i just set the game down and walked away. because to me, that was the start to a new beginning, a realization that things are gonna be okay no matter what happens.

even if i love him, and he doesnt want to be with me anymore...

even if im not the smartest and i dont know where my life is going...

even if i dont have many friends...

even if over half the time im completely out of the loop of living...

its all gonna be okay, everything is gonna be okay.

being young and in love, its a beautiful thing, it really is,
but its also a really painful thing..because most of the time its not going to last.
you also never forget your first love, i wont ever forget him...no matter what.
hes a part of my life, a huge part, and hes never gonna leave.

sometimes, we just have to stop and think...
about the good things...about what really matters...
even though thats impossible for me 90% of the time.
but you know what?
ill learn someday, i really will.
but for right now, im just glad to be having a smile on my face,
and the tears dried up for a bit.

so be it, so be life.
let the living continue.