Wednesday, October 21, 2009

you need to understand//.

your always here to point out my mistakes,
maybe for once you should just be here to make smile.

Friday, October 16, 2009

random

im giving up everything, everything for you
mistake or bad choice?
either way its gonna happen

your the only person whos ever built me up 5 times bigger than i was,
but then torn me down 10 times worse.

i can have a million reasons to hate you,
but my heart only needs one good one to love you.

sometimes im dissapointed in myself, sometimes i lose my track in life, but in the end at least ill always know who i was on the inside.

im never gonna be the solution to your problem, so i dont really know why i try.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

all about you

you lie to cause people the pain your feeling, i lie so you dont have to feel the pain id be dealing out.

i can think of a million reasons,
you cant even think of one,
that tells me your a fake, a fraud,
nothing worth fighting for.

i wait everyday for teh day you realize you do need me,
but thats the day i wont be there anymore.

i love you, but i hate myself for it.

all the bad you do makes me not want to miss you.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

when i think of you

when i think of you,
i think of sunshine on a cloudy day, smiles on a sad face, and happy memories all around the place.

when i think of you,
i think of rain pouring every day, frowns that never go away, and memories you cant erase.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

i realized...

what bugs me the most...
the fact that im never gonna be the solution to your problem.